I just can't give up now...

Things have been tight.... This much is true... But I am seeing the light now.... I have been offered to walk in MIA fashion week which is one goal I can check off in just a few weeks! I walked in Rohan Marley's show and they just called to offer me a 2,000.00 job in the Islands! one weekend! I still have to run this past my agent but all in all.... I am just glad to be considered for these things.... That's a step in the RIGHT direction!!! Jerry from the Production crew I work with FINALLY called me last night to offer me a job on the set of Weezy F. Baby's video and I am overly excited just to be back in the groove with him! I did win runner-up in the MIA fashion show and with that comes prizes and fashion spreads PLUS an ad so even though I was disappointed not to be #1, #2 still has it's benefits and I plan to make the MOST of all of them!

I saw my old boss the other day.... Boss lady has always been kool but I guess I always felt like she gets surprised by hearing I am doing or living my dream..... I guess she is one of the people who would like to believe in me but her understanding of the "real world" won't really let her.... I feel the doubt she has in me every time we talk.... but I still love her.... She just gives me one more thing to work for....

I have an agent now! Just got signed last week so it's BRAND new but his name is Beno Dovratzi and he is AMAZING! so I'm excited that HE sees potential in me! He saw my walk, took my measurements, was baffled that I was not already signed and on the spot signed a contract with me. I hope that was the right move... I'm having faith that God is lining things up for me and my time is coming....

After all is said and done.... I don't know what the future holds... that is for SURE, but I just came too far to give it all up now.... the bumps in the road are making me stronger and the tests along the way are each preparing me for the NEXT.... all I need to do is book a NATIONAL campaign

Whoa and I are both making our way but he is genuinely happy for me.... As I fully support him.... I have to admit that over this past month I have been on a constant roller coaster with him.... but I'm STILL HERE WITH HIM.... and at the end of the day being with him makes me feel like I can do anything.... I know I can live and follow my dreams and be successful even if he were to walk away tomorrow but when I have doubted myself he still believes in me and I love that... I just can't wait for us to be more stable again so we can relax and have time for eachother like we used to.... but we are both on our grind right now and I respect that. Better we BOTH grind then just ME.... it's always been one sided for me in the past and right now I'm just not going through this all alone....