TRUTH... or... DARE??

So,.... I had an important choice to make.... Something has BEEN on my mind and I'm so tired.... do you have ANY idea how frustrating and tiresome it is to WANT something yet hold yourself back? It's enough to make you wana cry, scream, eat ice cream (when ur LACTOSE).... lol ok seriously..... I have been holding myself back from telling WHOA the TRUTH.... how I feel... and I just couldn't do it anymore... I have wanted to say it for so long.... but I couldn't...

But I had a chance to speak to Mz Brown and I realized.... its about a lot more than compromising yourself and what you feel you want and DESERVE.... it's about finding a PEACE.... someone who will compliment you.... The world is FULL of LOUD THUNDER.... I just need to find my SILENCE.... someone that can keep the PEACE and QUIET when my world is crashing buildings and banging bombs!!

On a serious tip- I don't know where Up is right now.... BUT.... my dad always said "When it gets THAT bad, when there is nothing worse, when you hit rock bottom..... it can only get better"
Thanks Dad.... I think I get it now....