The Deed

So Whoa and I went to eat dinner at Boston Market last night.... We cracked jokes and had good conversation. We had our soups and he was extra hungry and ate a meal too! He made sure to open doors, pay for the food, and carry the tray.... I was very happy about that- which some may find to be odd but I really don't get that a lot... I usually have to pay for the meal, and it was nice to have the roles "normal" for a change. After that we went back to my place and talked for a long time..... I sent him to the corner store and I did my homework.... When he got back he was soooo happy and told me all about his adventure! lol..... We talked a bit more and turned everything off... He kept asking how I felt and if I was "sure" and I was... I guess more than anything I wanted to know what would happen after. So- We created Magic and I actually cried.... He was kissing me and I felt the tears rolling down my face. It HAS been a while for me (considering my X hasn't been here since Jan) ...

He took time and was so gentle with me... as if he thought I would break. It was nice and when it was over we cuddled and watched a movie and talked..... then we went to sleep and the night was nice. My TMJ kicked in and he rubbed my jaw and my back until it felt better... I didn't even ask him to... Then this morning when we got up he had to leave.... we talked for a while and kept asking how I felt.... I told him that I felt good.... I was happy and he looked really happy too.