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Ya you guessed it! Today was day 2 of the commercial! And Lets just say I have a lot to catch you up on!!!

Last night Whoa stayed over....hahaha- NOT what you think! He slept on the floor and I slept on the couch- THE WHOLE NIGHT! but we stayed up talking and I was really upset so it was good for me... I woke up with burning eyes and a swollen face from crying but I was in a better place... I was feeling better and more at peace with the situation..... we woke up to laughter and jokes... and some real talk! lol...

I also spoke to Delanie who agreed that I should definately "raise the bar" and not allow Hammer to hurt me.... not allow myself to hurt me. I have to take control of the situation and move from there... I think part of me is ok now because of Whoa and Ron..... part of me is still set in my ways though.

Work was awesome! I was tired as all hell and worked my lil butt off but I was satisfied in the end to see that I had accomplised so much... and guess what.... they asked me to work next weekend too!!!! hahaha! Thurs-Sun!!!! Ya- Ya girl is seriously on her grind right now... and so seriously not letting up! The one thing I can count on is myself! and this right here is all me baby!!! I'm gonna stack it up!!

I think this is all teaching me a lot... about myself, others, and the way I want to be treated..... I am going to be very up front in what I want, expect, and will not put up with.... ya... I'm def looking forward to unny days.... Now, if I could just get these damn clouds to move a lil faster... LOL