Thoughtful Me

So,.... Whoa finally got a hold of me when I was on my way home from work last night... he said he was recording and didn't see my calls but that he didn't mean to make me nervous. I opened the conversation with... "I guess this was a bad idea huh? asking what I asked".... he said "NO NO NO!!!" and went on with the "baby, don't you understand how much I want you? There is NO OTHER female in my world" and how in his eyes I am possibly "THE ONE" for him because I get HIM and what he does.... I'm there for him... Took care of him....how much he loves spending time with me and he even said he loves making love to me! lol... I never hear a guy describe it the way he does.... And it's only happened twice so I don't feel like this is sexually based AT ALL! lol

He said he wants to be a great boyfriend to me.... I told him that all I did was ask HIM to ask ME to be his girlfriend..... So I told him I am going to give him until May 1st to do it.... He asked what if he wants to ask me in 2 days and I told him that's fine by me:) I just can't wait forever so I feel a month is a good time frame.... He asked what if anything has to change between now and then.... and that he will understand if I wanna ease off until then.... Although he said that would literally KILL HIM to not be able to spend time with me.... So I told him nothing will change... I really don't want it to... I love what we have and I love having him as the MAN in my life.... He is there when I need him and I know he feels something for me cuz he sure did chase me while I was busy pushing him back.... He put up with a lot and I just don't know what I'll do if I can't be with him...... we are good.... good for each other in all the right ways....

****Hammer was talking to me on the IM last night... wished me a happy April fool's day and told me about him being in Bmore now.... said he's trying to get used to it.... I was shocked when I didn't FEEL anything.... I was happy we spoke and I left the conversation short..... ****

I got Whoa a gift.... Its a wooden Journal with gold framed pages and a prayer engraved on the cover... It's so beautiful.... I wanted him to be able to write his thoughts and lyrics down somewhere safe.... he has hundreds of random sheets of paper thrown around so I think this will help... PLUS he has said he is trying to get more into his faith so I love the passage..... I hope he likes it.... Last night he asked me to go to the movies with him today after work so I'll be giving him his gift then.....

J-Mo made me agree not to buy Whoa any more gifts till his birthday because I have a serious problem with spoiling the guys I am with..... They never do for me so he said he is gonna help me break the cycle..... I'm so happy about that. And I hope it works.... He said start hinting that I really like or want something.... not too expensive and just see if he gets it for me..... hmmm,... I hate to do that.... accepting things is so hard for me.... but I will try