Day 158- Time Will Tell

So Whoa just went to L.A. yesterday. He is working really hard and I must say- I'm proud of him!.... he's really buckled down and focused on what he needs to do.... Last night he said when he gets home he's coming straight to me.... not even going home to shower! lol....I told him that was a good idea.... then he can take his shower with ME! I'm so excited for him to come home to me it's crazy.... he's counting the weeks and days.... lol... I did some counting of my own.... today is day 158 since we met! Can you believe that? Almost half of a year!! its been 62 days since he confessed how he felt about me.... 44 days since our first kiss and 37 days since we made love for the first time! Interesting!

C-Pooh and I definitely did a good job on the engagement party! Turns out everyone had a really good time and everything turned out perfectly! I think C-Pooh wants for us to be friends again... I mean we have fun and it's always been easy between us.... I would never allow us to get close again- out of respect for Whoa or anyone else I have in my life....

Mr Mayo has made a point of getting touchy feely with me again and I am trying very hard to control my urge to tell him about himself.... Last night he sure was at it again... Mz Kay definitely fires back at him now with his slick remarks but I don't think he gets it.... his behavior is not welcomed or appreciated... If we could just get him to stop acting a FOOL we'd all be good! It's sad because we don't want Mr Mayo to leave the crew- but we want his Alcohol issues and constant urge to be an ass to calm down.... One day perhaps.... but not soon enough!

I feel so lucky to have Whoa right now.... I have never had anyone make me feel like I was so significant.. and honestly, I don't ever want to go back!! I just hope he realizes what he has with me right now and doesn't want to lose it... I hope he appreciates me for real and this is not just a show.... I'd imagine it would be hard to fool ALL my friends like this... but you never know these days.... He has shown himself to be honest, trustworthy, considerate of me and my feelings, and seems to have genuine interest in me (even from what my friends say) So time will have to tell the rest!