I Believe In Him

So we have been talking a lot..... and I think we understand each other.... I was nervous about him needing time to adjust to the way our relationship works and he was nervous that I wouldn't be able to handle this long term.... I have no intentions of leaving as long as this continues to be a positive situation.... Whoa has been reaching out to me for support and support is what I give. The other day he was feeling self doubt and we talked for a while about all his fears.... I really believe in him and I told him just that. I care about his well being and I wouldn't want him to hear that his efforts were below the bar from thousands of random strangers.... I don't think it helps to boost someones head if the truth is that they need more work.... And I think he momentarily forgot how gifted he is.... so I wrote him this......


"....."<< This one is FOR and ABOUT Whoa!

Surpassing the “Haters”;
Procrastinators; friendly “Fakers”
The ability to put music to poetry
Like Floetry-
Compassion based depth
Charming Personality
Professionally skilled
Genius- lyrically
A man born 2 create history
A descriptive mystery…
2 Words- Kiss and Bliss
The kind you miss
The only thing I wish-
I wish U cud see urself thru my eyes
U’d never doubt urself again
There is perfection in all Ur flaws
Need proof? - I have yet to pause!
A refreshing desire to explore
A genuine smile I adore
Strength and Wisdom….
Need MORE?
Cuz if the sand run’s out- I’ll flip it!
You are TRUTH cuz U live it…

U possess the courage it takes 2 B who U R
Remember the obstacles U overcame 2 get this far…
And allow that to be your motivation….
Because U have a blessing- not a simulation.

He LOVED it! The truth is that seeing him strive to achieve his goals motivates me to do the same. I have shared my writing with him and he really believes in me.... he supports my production skills and modeling goals. He truly is my friend FIRST and Lover second. And I think that's how the best relationships are formed.

We talked about loyalties and he promised not to lie to me.... He said his guilt doesn't really permit him to do it since he'll wind up telling on himself anyway... That works for me because for some random ass twist of fate- I can't seem to lie to the person I care about... I'm not sure why- I feel like it's a MEAN JOKE! but I guess my mind thinks they can see it if I do....

I am planning some romantic time for Whoa and I this weekend.... G2G!!!! we are having lunch together right now...... Chilli's here I come! XOX