When I say "I do"

So, I created a page....

http://elysemoh.googlepages.com/whenisay"ido"

It's just something I'm working on.... most girls have lil scrap books of their perfect wedding.... they work on it their whole lives... but I just recently realized marriage is something I hope to one day share with someone.... And so, I wanted to create this page in order to gather my ideas and thoughts.....

It makes me happy to think about....


****SIDEBAR****

Ok so I was minding my own business when Hammer wrote me this morning... He wanted to know who I write my away messages to cuz I have so much going on in them.... lol... I was taken back by the fact that he bothers to read them at all..... and then I was tickled that he cared enough about it to ASK who they were directed to... lol... We chatted for a bit and then I said.... Well, I hope you have a great day! Perhaps sometime I'll cross your mind again and you'll smile" and he quickly said "What do u mean u never left them".... I smiled at that.... Funny, he seems to kinda miss me a lil sometimes.... Every guy I have ever delt with has hurt me... And once I leave.... Every guy with the exception of ONE has tried to "come back" and or realized what he had just when I'm gone.... LOL- I am glad for it... Glad that he cares because I still do... Glad that he spoke because I want to make sure he knows the lines of communication between us are open... and at the very least...... I wana always have him in my life....