Night Time Stroll

So Saturday I had a graduation ALL day- got caught in the storm and my feet were DONE! I decided to get in a HOT bubble bath and read my newest book by ZANE "Love is never painless"- so I lit my candles.... put on some soft music... and hoped right in- I had been talking to Whoa a bit through the day and was sure I wouldn't be seeing him until Tuesday..... UNTIL he sent me a email saying we should link up.... I was shocked because I remembered he was in Tally but he was sure enough on his way back.... So I said Kool and finished my bath and book time just in time for him to arrive

When he got to the door and I opened it he looked like an angel.... I was swept up in a hug that felt amazing and lasted for what seemed like FOREVER- he just squeezed me while we breathed together.... we went upstairs and talked for a while..... I gave him a surprise that made him the happiest guy in the world at that moment... and I told him not too many would ever be able to say they have seen THIS side of me..... he just looked at me and said "well,... I'm gonna be the last" I was so happy- but the perfect night wasn't over.... he wanted to go for a walk around the neighborhood so 2 in the morning we sure did go for a walk..... we talked about movies, the environment, family, friends, kids.... and then he asked if I had plans for when I have to move out of my place next year... I told him I didn't know and he asked if I would move in with him..... I was in shock.... everything in me wanted to say "YES! YES I WILL! I DO!! YES, I'LL MARRY YOU!!!" lol thank GOD I didn't lol- but I felt like he wanted to know my answer more than he was actually asking me TO move in..... So I told him I wasn't gonna answer lol.... But I'm glad that's been brought up.... Truth is in a year I would love to move in with my boyfriend..... I think it's a good move for me.... and I really hope we make it that long.... this thing we have is not the world's easiest thing- It's not easy to be away from Whoa, it's not easy to deal with the industry, it's not easy to pretend to be strong for him all the time- But the easiest thing in the world is to love him..... I don't try- I just do....

When it was time to go inside we sat down on the couch and talked and my pain kicked in.... I was curled up in my room on the floor trying to let it pass and he laid down on the floor next to me and held me and fell asleep saying it would be ok.... I only slept for one hour that night- I spent it in and outta the bathroom trying not to wake him up with my crying.....

The next morning I felt better... We went to Ihop for breakfast and then I took him to his managers house.... We have plans for tomorrow night- I'm gonna cook... Fired salmon and home made garlic baked potatoes.... If it happens- I hope he loves it! lol